EXERCISE IN DISCOVERY

During a day of feeling philosophical,

I came to the realization that

I am not done yet.

There have been unknown expectations,

that felt right to me at the time:

The "must haves", the "got tos", that other people say.

But I must do things in my own way,

as she does things that are true for her,

to find my place in the world.

I have been hurt,

briefly diverted.

Wondered:

"Who am I supposed to be?"

Now I long for

celebration and relaxation.

So I'll pour myself a glass,

sit back, and recognize

my worth.